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Filters and YOU [May. 23rd, 2019|12:18 pm]
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I don't really have any posting filters, so far. Anything either private, or related to sex, I tend to post friends-only, or not at all.

However, I think it's time I created a Diary filter for myself, to serve as a simple book of days, a record of what I did, where went, and what I thought, each day. More and more, my memory keeps drawing blanks for what happened to me even as little as a week ago, even the really fun stuff that I want to retain! So I need a place to record my days (and from which to summarize monthly scrapbook entries). And I don't want to just post it on my regular journal -- most of the daily things are of interest only to me.

The filter is opt-in. I don't expect it to be interesting for anybody except my family and a few friends, but if you're curious, it's there for your stalkery pleasure.


Edit: Poll is closed (since I don't want to keep refreshing it to find new people).
To be added to the filter, leave a comment and you'll be added.
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Book Meta-Stories, Pillars of the Earth [Nov. 24th, 2009|10:41 am]
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As I'm listening to Pillars of the Earth, I get really involved in it. I'm all, "Oh no! Will Friar Philip ever build his cathedral?? Will Lady Aliyena ever find peace and restore honour to her family name?" Though I often get involved in books and movies like that, this is an especially gripping book, and I like it more and more the farther into it I go. I love the characters (did I identify with an out-of-work builder who couldn't feed his family and his wife died on the road, in winter? Maybe) and the plot, the voice actor is fantastic, and the author writes good sex scenes.

But that's not why I bring it up.

There was an introduction by the author in the beginning of this edition. He... told the story of the book, placed it in context. He explained where he was in his career as a mystery writer before flipping out and writing a medieval book about architecture. He told about his thought process, why he was inspired to write it, how many years it took. How, when the book came out, it had middling (for him) sales numbers, until it got to Germany, where it shot to the bestseller list and stayed there. And what kind of reactions he's gotten from fans over the years, and how many people this book had touched.

It struck me how hungry I was for that kind of context. And how deeply I wished every book had an introduction like that. In some sense, living with an author has spoiled me -- when Cat's books come out, I already do know the story and the context associated with them, but that of course leaves me wanting to know the same for other author's books.

You can get some of this context if you follow an author's blog (which is why I wish more of my favorite living authors had blogs). Although most times the story comes out in small pieces, and you have to follow the blog over a long period of time. Actually, I wish authors wrote such posts -- the story of the book's making, essentially the author's DVD commentary -- right when the book came out, that they were easily indexed and accessible.

I suppose, at their best, author interviews also try to serve this same sort of purpose. Though, aside from the fact that they're harder to find (not packaged together with the book), they have a subtly different effect. In the sense that, an author writing an introduction to their own book would be much more likely to tell its story in depth, rather than answering the question of "how did you come to write the book like this?" for the tenth time in an interview.

Like with DVDs, I so would not mind paying extra for editions with more features and commentary (either in the physical edition or if I had to go to their site to unlock it).
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To-Do Lists and Time Travel [Nov. 19th, 2009|07:56 am]
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The keeping of to-do lists, with any regularity and for an appreciable length of time, becomes an exercise in time travel and tribal relations.

The to-do list is a time capsule, containing missives and pleas to your future selves. The action items are messages thrown across chasms which start as shallow ditches, but within minutes and mere hours widen into bottomless ravines.

The you of the present moment, if you have your wits and will about you, control a sphere of the world that is, at worst, several minutes in diameter, and at best, if you have good focus, hours, and if you are truly in the zone, a whole day. Beyond that, and certainly overnight, lies the chasm of the future. When looked at from a certain perspective, you die during the night. Fortunately, unless your heart actually stops beating, a fresh clone of you is created the next morning, and helpfully preloaded with (most of) the memories and personalities of the you that existed the day before. The same process is repeated the next day; these individuals, being born and dying anew each day, are the tribe of your future selves, closer than family.

The main question here is this: Why is it not trivially easy to carry out items on your own to-do list? And the answer is: Because the one writing the list, and the one carrying it out are two different people.

So, in order to get most anything done (unless it can be accomplished here and now), you get into the business of sending messages -- letters, emails, IMs, scribbles on bar napkins or pristine bulleted lists -- to your future selves, hoping that they'll find them, read them, hopefully understand what they mean, care enough about you, their ancestor, and finally be persuaded to actually carry out these tasks that you set them. They may remember you fondly, but they will be strangers in a subtle but real way.

Unless the illusion of continuity, the feeling that you are a single unbroken organism moving through time, is particularly strong in your mind, you must fully grasp your situation, and come to terms with the fact that you yourself cannot do much, but must rely on persuading your tribe of future selves to accomplish tasks for you.

The way you choose to carry out your campaign of persuasion depends on your personal style. You can get royal-authoritarian, and simply command them (are they not your temporal children?), assign punishments, or offer rewards for obeying your orders. You can use guilt, fear, and loathing ('send email to so-and so' has been on your to-do list for a year! for shame!). You can give them inspirational speeches, rally them like a politician. You can impose on their kindness as on the kindness of friends and family.

I keep using the word tribe, because essentially, in building up the discipline to consistently accomplish your tasks, you are setting up a culture (spread out in time instead of space, and consisting of your future selves rather than neighbors), a small village, a tribe. Customs and laws have to be set down, respected, enforced. If you're going the authoritarian route, the villagers have to obey their chief. If that's not in place, something else has to be -- your future selves have to at least like and respect their neighbors (predecessors and ancestors). It helps to establish customs and politenesses -- if you helped and obeyed your past selves, your future selves will likely respect you more, and will be more likely to help you in turn.
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[Diary] Misha and Tiffin's Wedding [Oct. 14th, 2009|09:33 pm]
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What I remember from this weekend:

* The food was really delicious -- the second wedding in a row where I really noticed and appreciated how good the reception dinner was.

* How radiant [info]babymonkey looked walking down the path in the glen, approaching the altar.

* An airplane hangar full of old war planes is a really bitchin' place to have a reception, somehow cozy and austere.

* HOLY CRAP you guys. The steering and joystick on MiG-17s were not hydraulic-assisted! You wrestled with that plane as if with an angel, turning it just with the power of your muscles. You know how when a car loses power steering it's a bit tough to drive? Imagine that at 500 miles an hour, in the air. Those pilots were seriously strong!

* How much, and with what pleasure the bride and groom danced.

* Hanging out with [info]cygnia & Mike at the bachelor party. Gleefully shooting zombies with Misha, and going to see Zombieland.

* Infinitely long drive back, alone on I-90, with a big yellow crescent moon for company.
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EarthSurfer / hacker culture [Aug. 19th, 2009|10:06 am]
The local programmer usergroup, Progmatica, who I was thrilled to discover and join (I started up a conversation with one of the guys because he was wearing a jQuery tshirt), is currently looking for an open-source project to join or contribute to.

While we're in the process of brainstorming various ideas and projects to join (preferably in a decent interpreted language (so, basically, Ruby, Python or Javascript), that is small-to-medium size, fun or interesting, and with low-hanging fruit), I was going through various open source repositories like Freshmeat and Google Code.

This project (while not at all useful for our purposes) made me smile:

EarthSurfer is a Mac OSX application that uses a Nintendo WiiBoard to travel over GoogleEarth.. in a milk truck.

..What?

I love hacker culture.
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Things on my mind. [Aug. 18th, 2009|12:26 am]
Things that are on my mind:

* My personal maritime kami demand the following things as sacrifice:
Eyeglasses. (Current count lost to the water: 2) [Edit: Actually, 3!]
Cellphones. (Current count: 2)
Yes, my favorite Palm Centro just took a dip in the ocean yesterday. Where by took a dip I mean I forgot to take it out of my pocket beforew I went swimming. Dumbass!

So yeah. My phone's not working.

* Oh please oh please, by all that is holy and unholy, let me get this job. I'm perfect for it. I've been training for it all my life, really. What is this interminable waiting after the interview? It's been a week! If you're not going to hire me, just say no! Arrrrgh.

* Why are grills so awesome? Why are grilled meals so insanely better than any other?

* I have really lucked out, as far as weddings and planning. My first one was pretty mild (as far as the bride went), though parents of course contributed tons of stress to it (it's in their contract, I swear. If I ever have kids, will I also go crazy on them come wedding-time? I so hope not). Getting married to Cat? Oh my god, no family is flipping out or making us crazy. What the hell is going on? And Cat is incredibly mild and sweet about it all. Still need to decide what to do about food, though. Hrm.

* [info]babymonkey and [info]mishamish are coming! In a couple of weeks! They're moving in with us for a while (I do so hope they like the island and the city. I mean, way better than southern Ohio.) I love those guys. Like, I know the house will be more crowded, but... all that my beastie mind can think of is "fucking sweet! A proper pack to run with! Best friends, very local!" Yes, I'm a huge dork. ([info]triskelmoon, you understand, right).
I'm excited about all of this like it's Christmas.
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Back from Montreal [Aug. 13th, 2009|12:23 am]
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We're back from Montreal. Cat is weary to the bone and con-shocked and socialed-out, having redlined the amount of panels, signings, engagements, and lost sleep, approaching her design limits. While she was engaged in the usual con whirlwind, I attended a shadow-Worldcon, that is, lacking the funds (and inclination) to buy membership to Worldcon itself, I met her for lunch, attended parties with her in the evening, and spent the rest of the time coding, wandering about old-port Montreal, and eating insanely addictive waffles from a Chinatown convenience store.

I'm glad I went. I was worried at first -- what would I do, not being able to attend panels (a kid in a candystore), and not even able to properly help her, be her loyal con-ly knight-at-arms. But the drive from Portland to Montreal is fucking gorgeous, through weird ME and NH mountains and forests. And the streets were warm and kind. And I got more work done than I would have, staying home. (Also, what was in those waffles? Perhaps I am lost now, goblin-fruit-like, until I reverse-engineer their recipe for myself, and then overdose, and then be cured?).
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Montreal was.. painfully European. Seeing that particular mix of architecture, old buildings and new ugly 1960s era ones, so familiar, and the port city by the river, my mixed-up immigrant heart beat faster, was disoriented, was filled with longing. I loved hearing the French spoken everywhere. Loved being able to understand it. But speaking-wise.. well, that's much harder. And of course the shopkeepers and waiters do the particular native thing where they immediately switch to English the moment you speak French back to them - out of pity or contempt or impatience, who knows.
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Summer wanes. And I don't want it to. And I look forward to the Fall. This has probably been the weirdest summer of my life -- full of both depression and strangeness, but also such hunger for this island, this city, this ocean.
I'm still in limbo, behind on work and projects, hiding from everything and everyone. Still not quite real or existing. A shadow boy.
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For some reason I'm compelled to read about World War I war machines. The submarines (so early! we had them so early in the century!), the early primitive tanks, the battle ships, the dirigibles. Why is this? Ah yes, it's because I'm reading Against The Day by Pynchon (loving every minute of it, by the way). I'm quietly horrified and haunted by it all, and really, what could be more stereotypical, trite perhaps, than the message that WWI was horrible? Still, compelled.
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[Fairy Tales] Many Good People And One Envier, Chapter 19 (last chapter) [Jul. 28th, 2009|03:41 pm]
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Chapter 19. The Great Envier Puts On Seven-League Boots And Despite All Resembles A Deflated Balloon )

The End.
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[Fairy Tales] Many Good People And One Envier, Chapter 18 [Jul. 24th, 2009|11:09 am]
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Chapter 18. Magpies )
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[Fairy Tales] Many Good People And One Envier, Chapter 17 [Jul. 10th, 2009|10:43 am]
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Chapter 17. Tanya Finds the Healer-Pharmacist, and With Him The Second Vial Marked  )
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[Fairy Tales] Many Good People And One Envier, Chapter 16 [Jul. 9th, 2009|12:00 pm]
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Chapter 16. Petya, The Healer-Pharmacist And The Old Horse Head Down To Muhin, Followed (Strangely Enough) By The Blue Spheres Pharmacy )
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[Fairy Tales] Many Good People And One Envier, Chapter 15 [Jul. 8th, 2009|08:41 am]
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Chapter 15. Tanya Looks For The Healer-Pharmacist, And The Recently-Shy Rabbit Directs Her To The Learned Gardener )
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[Fairy Tales] Many Good People And One Envier, Chapter 14 [Jul. 7th, 2009|06:21 pm]
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Chapter 14. The Liar Goose )
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[Fairy Tales] Many Good People And One Envier, Chapter 13 [Jul. 3rd, 2009|02:25 pm]
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Chapter 13. The Healer-Pharmacist Says Goodbye To His Pharmacy, And The Good Old Horse Puts On Glasses )
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[Fairy Tales] Many Good People And One Envier, Chapter 12 [Jul. 2nd, 2009|01:17 pm]
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Chapter 12. The Water Of Life Turns Into A Lilac Bush, And Tanya Meets The Magpie From Lihobor )
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[Fairy Tales] Many Good People And One Envier, Chapter 11 [Jul. 1st, 2009|12:07 pm]
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Chapter 11. The Healer-Pharmacist Talks To His Boss On The Phone, And The Old Horse Delicately Knocks On The Door Of The Blue Spheres Pharmacy )
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[Fairy Tales] Many Good People And One Envier, Chapter 10 [Jun. 23rd, 2009|09:58 am]
Chapter 10. The Great Envier Cannot Find His Belt, Despite Being Sure That He Left It On His Bedboard )

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[Fairy Tales] Many Good People And One Envier, Chapter 9 [Jun. 22nd, 2009|11:09 am]
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Chapter 9. The Great Envier Dreams Good Dreams For The First Time In His Life )

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[Fairy Tales] Many Good People And One Envier, Chapter 8 [Jun. 19th, 2009|07:39 am]
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Chapter 8. Tanya and Petya Look For The Belt And Fail )
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[Fairy Tales] Many Good People And One Envier, Chapter 7 [Jun. 18th, 2009|07:50 am]
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Chapter 7. The Great Envier Tells About Himself )
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[Fairy Tales] Many Good People And One Envier, Chapter 6 [Jun. 17th, 2009|08:58 am]
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by V.A. Kaverin, translated by me.

Chapter 6. The Lover Of Extraordinary Stories Tells Lora A Fairy Tale About Little Red Riding Hood, Which She Memorizes Word For Word )

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[Fairy Tales] Many Good People And One Envier, Chapter 5 [Jun. 16th, 2009|12:27 pm]
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Chapter 5. Tanya Returns To The Blue Spheres Pharmacy )

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[Fairy Tales] Many Good People And One Envier, Chapter 4 [Jun. 15th, 2009|12:40 pm]
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(By V.A.Kaverin, translated by me)

Chapter 4. The Great Envier )

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[Fairy Tales] Second Kaverin tale: Many Good People and One Envier, Chapter 3 [Jun. 14th, 2009|10:44 am]
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Chapter 3. Petya Takes The Anti-Fear Pills And Becomes Brave )

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[Fairy Tales] Many Good People And One Envier, Chapter 2 [Jun. 13th, 2009|09:53 am]
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(by V.A. Kaverin, translated by me)

Chapter 2. Tanya Meets Darling Clumsy Lora, And Receives A Box With A Bird Drawn On It )

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[Fairy Tales] Second Kaverin tale: Many Good People and One Envier [Jun. 12th, 2009|10:05 am]
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It's been a while since I posted my first translation of V.A. Kaverin's fairy tales, Of Mitya and Masha, of the Happy Chimneysweep, and of the Master Golden-Hands. Kaverin's "Skazki Goroda Nemuhina" (Tales of Nemuhin) was one of my favorite books when I was growing up; I discovered that there is no English translation available at the moment, and set about translating them.

I realized that I have a second one translated and waiting to be posted, so, here it is. Just as before, I will post a chapter each day.

Kaverin's tales are remarkable in the way they mix the modern world and the fairytale, seamlessly. The first tale was one of strange geographies, of a girl being whisked away to a facist kingdom ruled by Koschei, and of her brother going to rescue her. This next one, about the Great Envier, takes place in the home city, and deals with a brave girl and her friends who is trying to save a sick father.

Also, thank you SO MUCH to everyone who has helped us out. I am still speechless from all the love and support.


Many Good People and One Envier
(by V.A. Kaverin, translated by me)

Chapter 1. Tanya Goes To The Blue Spheres Pharmacy )

Chapter 2 >
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Happy Birthday! [May. 6th, 2009|04:55 am]
Happy Birthday [info]yuki_onna, my love!

W E L C O M E
T O T H E N E
X T L E V E L


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Palimpsest Launch! [Feb. 24th, 2009|12:28 pm]
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So! The book, Palimpsest, that I was raving about?

It comes out today! As you've probably gathered in that post, I think it's a stunningly, ridiculously, achingly good book. It is one of my all-time favorite novels (the other one being probably Little, Big by John Crowley).

Grab it! Check out the Palimpsest art & merchandise page@! Come to a Palimpsest show! Listen to the Quartered album inspired by the book -- Cat is joining forces once again with the brilliant [info]s00j, for a combined music-and-book tour!
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Map (in progress) - People By Circles [Feb. 23rd, 2009|12:52 pm]
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(This is a shoutout to [info]corivax, who asked for more maps of social concepts).

Map - People by Circles

* This is a map of how I think of people, off the top of my head. (I do think of them individually, as ends in and of themselves, of course, but this is just about rough classifications).

* The sizes of circles (especially inner ones) does not necessarily correspond to the number of people in them.

* Vectors (not shown yet). Arrow inward -- the gravity of love. There is a gentle steady pull inward, for more intimacy, for knowledge, for more involvement, just getting to know people better. This doesn't mean that each person is headed for the inner circles; everybody finds a rest state at an appropriate corresponding circle.
Arrows outward -- there are two. One is a general force of resistance, laziness, asociality -- it takes energy (extravert points) to maintain relationships at each subsequent inwards-bound circle. The other is a outward chaotic drift -- people's live change, we drift in and out of each other's lives.

* It started off looking like a map of Celestial Spheres, elegant orbital mechanics. But really, it's more like amoeboid cell structure -- people drift in from the outside, through the various cell walls, circles and organelles form inside, drift around, sometimes head outwards beyond the cell boundary and are gone. I tried to be careful with the Venn-ing of the circles, but later on (especially with the inner circles/shapes) I realized that each circle intersects too many other circles. This is why Venn tunnels (looking like o-----o) were added, to denote intersections between circles that would be difficult to make touch. And even then, I didn't put all the relevant Venn tunnels, since that would make the map too messy.

* The circles are numbered and labeled. The three labels at the top (13, 20, 21) just correspond to those inner numbered circles for which there wasn't enough room to label them in place.

* Circle (4) (People I love) -- this is not necessarily in the romantic sense.

* Gap A can be thought of as "percentage of people you know that you count as friends". The gap depends on the usual factors -- time and effort and want, and the depth of friendship. You can generally maintain shallower friendships with more people, or deeper friendships with fewer. Some people are extremely talented at maintaining good relationships with many people (I am not one of those people, that's not my specialty). Circle (1) (People I know) expands year by year, circle (5) (Friends (although also people with email -- I don't really have any friends who don't have email)) expands and contracts as effort and vagaries of life permit.

* Gab B -- I wish this would narrow and disappear. I want all my friends to have blogs. It is incredibly useful, allows for closer relationships and easier upkeeps.

* Gap C -- I also want this gap to narrow. I'd love to meet everybody with whom I feel friends-level-close, who I know only from blogs.

* For homework -- draw your own relevant circles. Think about how you classify people in your life (if you do).

* For extra credit and extra obsession, count the number of people in each circle, in your life. (I bet I could put exact numbers on each. I keep a lot of lists). Plot the changes in those numbers over time. Plot the changing shapes of the circles.
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Happy Birthday! [Feb. 23rd, 2009|08:40 am]
Happy birthday [info]transfiguration! Welcome to 30!
To say that you have leveled up WAY much would be an understatement!
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Happy Valentine's Day! [Feb. 14th, 2009|01:43 am]
My darling Cat!

This beast is so deeply, quietly, deliriously happy to be living with you and to be marrying you. You are beautiful and dear and hot and cute and all the spectrum in between. Also, you inspire me, every day, and I respect you.
I love you very much.

Happy Valentine's Day! (Hey, you and I both know that this is one fierce Saint's Day, and that Chaucer knew what he was talking about. We defend it unto death.)
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Diverse Tuesdayry [Feb. 3rd, 2009|10:03 am]
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Who can resist 'if operating systems were like airplanes'-type comparison lists? [info]yuki_onna and I certainly can't. Therefore:
Programming Languages Are To Literary Schools As...

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We went to an Introvert Party at [info]kythryne's house this weekend. Those are a profoundly good idea. An introvert party is where people get together, bring some craft or project to work on, and just hang out and knit or spin wool or draw or paint or write or program, and there's no pressure to be shiny and social. So the activity part is taken care of, and you'd be surprised at what a cool conversation starts up around it, ebbs and flows. Also, [info]kythryne was spinning wool yarn on an actual dark wood spinning wheel, and it was incredibly soothing and hypnotizing. And there was a fire.
I enjoyed it greatly (and it was good seeing a bunch of out-of-town peoples, like [info]weds, [info]emilytheslayer and [info]yakavenger & [info]blazepoet, and meeting various others).

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I came down with a cold yesterday. Cat followed suit last night, but not before managing to completely astound me.

Earlier that morning, Cat: "Ack, I'm way behind! I still have the Omikuji story to write, and I don't even have an idea, and my daily novel wordcount to catch up on, and more Palimpsesty stuff to finish!"

I'm thinking, gah, poor thing, how are you going to come up with a story and write it, while overwhelmed with how much you have to do, and all before the coffee shop closes in the early afternoon?

Cat: *goes off to coffee shop* *comes back with an ASTOUNDINGLY good Omikuji story, one of my favorites, just out of nowhere, plus a bunch of other writing*

Me: What the..! How in the world can you DO that, on a random busy Monday? Where did you come up with that idea? It's beautiful!

This happens all the time around here. She is frighteningly good.

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I am:
* Sending out more resumes.

* Working on various coding projects.

* Considering dipping my toe into bid-for-project sites like RentACoder and eLance and such. Does anybody have experience or wisdoms with those?

* Quietly scheming to organize some sort of Project Weekend, like a low key micro-BarCamp, like Build Something Cool in 24 hours, where a group of people would get together for a weekend (here on Peaks Island, or in NYC, or in Boston, depending on logistics) in a startup incubator kind of atmosphere, with the express purpose of having deliverables (or a whole lot of fun and learning) on the other side of it.
But how many programmers do I know on the East Coast? Not many. I can think of like 4. Would non-programmers be interested in, or helped by, the concept? Must ponder.
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65 year anniversary of the lifting of the Siege of Leningrad [Jan. 27th, 2009|04:32 pm]
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This photoessay (pointed out to me by [info]yakavenger), a memorial of the Siege of Leningrad, is amazing. It is uncaptioned - scroll down and take a look.

The way they superimposed fragments of Blockade-era photographs onto current streets is remarkable, and reminds me of locational art in William Gibson's Spook Country.
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Map - Dire Events and Effects on Me [Jan. 25th, 2009|10:05 pm]
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Being proactive rules. It's kind of the mark of being human, of being sentient. But.. you know. It's fucking hard. It's a quest, a destination, at least for me.

So to say that a lot of my life is not a reaction to events would be... wildly inaccurate. I react to external events.

And (though this is not quite the post to explain it) I want to have a general parity, an equal correspondence of direness of events to drasticness of changes. Whereas mostly, dire and profound events happen, with not enough dire consequences. Or, no, more importantly, not enough dire changes within me.

So here's a snapshot of the inside of my mind -- possible events, and most likely consequences.

Map 4 - Dire Events and Causes

General instructions for sentients:
1) Compose your own charts, column A: Events, column B: Changes.
2) Exercise your change muscles. Get to the point where you can reach way high up on column B with no external excuses from column A.
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[Diary] A Monday [Jan. 12th, 2009|12:45 pm]
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The first Monday after being laid off from my full-time job feels.. like a busy Sunday.

The heating oil ran out yesterday. This is highly displeasing -- we just put in $200's worth, a quarter of a tank, the day before we left for Cleveland. Two weeks later (with us away for the holidays), the oil is completely gone.
The main culprit is the fact that our landlord (who is well-meaning but not exactly on top of things) was installing a pellet stove in our fireplace. He was unsuccessful in his installation (so now we have to hunt down contractors or dealers who will service it), and it left a gap the width of my arm to the open chimney, through which warm air whooshes out. Plus the thermostat is old, and I suspect runs the heater longer than necessary. Plus the windows are un-insulated. We'll solve all of these problems and soon, but for now it's very aggravating.

So I scrambled to get new oil delivered, the pan drained and the heater restarted. Before that, I had some serious overdue work that I owed to [info]tithenai, making the layout for the Winter issue of her zine -- check it out, btw, Goblin Fruit Winter 09 issue. And of course the house needs to be cleaned in preparation for guest (Cat is out doing the shopping and picking him up at the airport).

[info]passionandsoul is coming to visit, staying with us before Arisia. (When Cat wrote her post about arete, I cast about in my mind for other people who I know that are like that. Lee is the first one that came to mind. (The other one would be Avi Bryant, creator of DabbleDB and the insanely good Seaside framework)). I miss him, and am looking forward to it.

There's a long list of leads, suggestions and resume links from all of you amazing helpful people that commented on both Cat's and my "Ack I'm laid off!" posts. Thank you, everybody! I have much resume-updating and emailing to do later today.

There's so much I want to say, about being at sea, career-wise, at this moment. I have plans, ideas, many projects to work on. I have a hopeful and humble attitude. I need and want.. for this to transform me, a sea-change, for this event to help spring me to the next level, work-wise. We'll see how I fare.
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Heading Back to Maine [Jan. 9th, 2009|05:19 pm]
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We've left the demesne of our wonderful hosts, and are heading out back east to Maine.
We'll be driving tonight and tomorrow.
And of course, there's another snowstorm.
I suspect [info]blazepoet is somehow involved.

Talk to you soon!
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Looking for contracting work [Jan. 9th, 2009|09:30 am]
If you happen to be looking for programmers in:
Java
Python
PHP
Smalltalk
Ruby

for remote telecommuting contract work, or know someone who is -- let me know.

My previous contracting gig has just had its funding drastically reduced as of this morning, so I'm on the lookout for more coding work.
I'm smart, creative, have 8 years of desktop development and web development experience. I specialize in financial software, social software and portals, and web-enabling existing desktop applications.
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Map 3 - Books (Choose Carefully) [Jan. 8th, 2009|10:42 am]
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Map 3 - Books
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2008 From Memory [Jan. 7th, 2009|12:47 pm]
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As part of a 2008 retrospective -- here is what I remember from the year, unaided by looking at blog or calendar.

2008 From Memory
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Map 2 - Timelines [Jan. 7th, 2009|11:01 am]
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[Current Location |Rocky River, OH]

Map 02 - Timelines

Notes and Map Key.

Branches - Branches in the timelines are navigated in the usual fashion, with elbow grease. Making choices, working, doing stuff, slacking off. If you find a way to directly jump timelines, without those, PLEASE let me know.

Gap A - The width of this gap depends on your insight and imagination. It generally requires godlike intelligence. (This is where future AIs come in. Eliezer Yudkowsky says he's working on this part, but can you trust him?).

Emergences and Events - these are rogue, and can send you anywhere on the map, chutes & ladders-like.

Winds - Sometimes, people in your life are winds.

Finally:

Heed the advice! Move to the left!

(Credits: Map by justbeast, alterations & dragons by [info]yuki_onna)
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Palimpsest [Jan. 6th, 2009|10:04 am]
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[Current Location |Cleveland, OH]

"D, I have a short story to write, and I can't think of what to write it about," Cat said.

"You should write it about.. beef.... .. stew. No! Uh.. um.. you should write it about.. a city that lives on people's skins." Sometimes she asks me for ideas, and sometimes my babble helps me spark them. More frequently, carrots and potatoes and beef in a slow cooker are involved.

But she wrote it. Palimpsest: the short story. (Go read it. It will give you a small glimpse of what the book is about). I was stunned. Flabbergasted. It hit a nerve, a cord of nerves, it touched on something about my life, about our lives.

Some time later, she was searching for novel ideas, and thought, hey, I have this bigger story of Palimpsest waiting to get out, why don't I go with that. To say that I was thrilled would be a pale understatement.

(Incidentally, what is your favorite short story-to-novel adapation? Mine would be.. well, Palimpsest, hands down. (It's currently one of my two favorite books of all time.) But before that? I would have to say Nightfall, by Asimov. Which... it wasn't /that/ great, but I'm having trouble thinking of any others. What's yours?)

Many months passed, Cat wrote like a thing possessed (a usual state for her). Palimpsest: the novel was ready. I... argh, where do I even begin. I am besotted with this book. The reading of it has made me cry in several places, and reader, let me tell you, this is NOT a usual occurrence for me (although it seems to be more frequent for Cat's books).

Why? I think the answer is very intimate and individual to each person who reads it. The book is.. full of sex, yes. It's full of longing and want, so strong it moves mountains and rends lives. It's full of a thing that I have been doing all my life, a search for place and for connection and something magic and intoxicating, the chase of a place and state only glimpsed of in dreams. Except, it's not just mere dream chasing -- the magnitude of the want, of the sacrifices, of the madness, of the plain hard work makes it... makes it real, sanctifies it, transmutes it in an act of tearful, bloody alchemy. I am not alone in this; I have seen the result of this book in the eyes of the people who have read it.

Let me put it another way. I had never wanted to get a tattoo. It was always one of those things that I said "no thank you, not for me, not my style, not this lifetime". But I read this book, and I said, I want a mark of this book upon my skin. And so I did. I wear it on my person right now; you've probably seen it already, and if not, ask me in person when you see me, I'll show it to you.

I can rave about this book for a lifetime. I probably will. It comes out on Feb 24th. For a ridiculously cheap price of under $12, I don't even know how they do that. Preorder it. Read it. If it speaks to you, if it touches something in you, I want to know what it is. I want to find some way to cut through the usual awkward distance and social situations, and hear how it made you feel.

Watch the trailer (full-size it). Cat made it herself; she put an insane amount of work into it. Also, there's more to it. It's not quite an ARG, more like a.. distributed interactive story. (I helped out with that, so have many many people).
(Is not S.J. Tucker's music fucking amazing? There is MORE to it, more of where that came from, even more beautiful and scary.)
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Hobo Gloves [Dec. 27th, 2008|10:07 pm]
My hands are always cold in the winter. I don't think it's a circulation thing, just a string of coincidences as far as workplaces. Every office I've ever worked in -- too cold. Cafes? Too cold (the door keeps opening and closing, people coming in from the outside). The house? Also cold!

I kept thinking over the years -- I need fingerless gloves, for that proper victorian Bob Cratchit action. Hobo gloves. But none of the ones I've seen in stores were quite right, not batter's gloves, not sailing gloves, not weightlifting. They were all either too stiff, or too thick, or otherwise not right. But then I read somewhere on the net that somebody made their own, out of military glove liners. Perfect. I ordered some a couple years ago, and they've been helping out a lot.

Except they get lost like socks. And now I'm down to one glove. Time to reorder. In case you're curious, I just grab the first ones I found on the net, GI Polypropylene Glove Liners Military Gloves at the ArmyNavy Shop (I've found them to be fairly fast and reasonably priced), cut off the tips of fingers, and singe the edges a little bit with a lighter. They're fairly warm, and thin and comfortable. (They also sell wool glove liners, but those don't look as flexible, so I haven't tried them yet).

(Gotta finish up packing; we're heading to Cleveland tomorrow for New Year's.)
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Be-snowed [Dec. 22nd, 2008|10:47 am]
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Having spent a week in New York hiding out from the ice storm and power outtages (once again, HUGE thanks to [info]regyt and [info]novalis for taking us in!), it was time to head home.
After two days on the road (snow storm got us on the way out of NYC, so that it took 5 hours to drive 45 miles), we got back to the island just in time for [info]chang3002's excellent birthday party Saturday night.

All through Sunday, the snow fell and the wind howled, turning to thunder snow during the night. I cannot tell you how grateful I am to have electricity and heat at the house, to be able to watch the snowstorm outside while cuddled up comfortably.

Snow Storm
The camera flash on the falling snow makes it look like midsummer night's fairy motes.

Snow Storm
This is main street, looking towards the water and the ferry, at about 2:00 pm in the afternoon as I walked to the store. (Store was closed for a christmas party, sigh. Uphill, through the snow, and no antelope to bring home).

Snow Storm - Morning After
The morning after. The dogs approve, once again. I'm grinning just thinking about having to dig out the mountain of snow that the plows have piled at our front gate.

Xmas tree!
Oh, we finally got a chance to put up the Xmas tree last night! Mooohoohaahaa, I love it.
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Cat Down From Tree [Dec. 19th, 2008|07:43 pm]
The story with the orange cat stuck in the tree does have a good ending!

Which, honestly, I was kind of prepared to mourn for the little guy (edit: actually, it turns out it's a she), as the days wore on, and she couldn't get down, and as neither the Fire Department nor the APL nor any of the local animal services could do anything, or offer any more helpful suggestion than 'try to lure it down with food'. And I understand that it's in an inconvenient location (in a back yard, with power lines in the way, and wet), and I know this is not Pleasantville... But still, it was kind of rough to stand by and not be able to do anything.

I'm fairly sure today was the 5th day she was up there (well, 5th since my Dad first heard her meowing up there). Freezing rain fell this morning, and the tree she was in was encased in ice, and Dad wasn't sure if she was still alive. But then he saw her walking about on the top branch, and actually saw her slip and fall, catch the next branch down with her front claws, pulling herself up and huddling there.

Fortunately, two things happened. [info]rgrecar and [info]transfiguration called the local news channel (I think it was Fox 19), and told them about the situation. Also, after many calls, they finally managed to find somebody who could do something:

Alan Kraus at Independent Tree cat rescue and tree cutting service. Dan was incredibly helpful, and agreed to come get the cat down. (The cat, of course, seeing the commotion below, got scared and climbed to the very topmost branch of the tree). Some pictures, courtesy of my dad:

Cat Rescue
(tech involved: a climbing rope with a lead weight on one end, a big slingshot to propel the rope up to a high branch, and climbing shoes with spikes)

Cat Rescue

Cat Rescue

Cat Rescue
(whole tree, for perspective)

Cat Rescue
(the cat is busy climbing as far out of reach as she possibly can -- see the ball of orange fur on the tallest y-shaped branch on the right)

Cat Rescue
(if you view the large picture, you can see the tips of the branches encased in ice. Also, the guy had to reach /way/ far (Dad doesn't have a shot, water was dripping on his lens at that moment) to grab it.).

Cat Bagged and on the Way Down
(kitty is bagged and safely on the way down)

Huge thanks to everybody for their ideas, and especially to [info]transfiguration and [info]rgrecar for calling the local news and tracking down a rescue service.

Moral of the story:

1) If you're a cat, do NOT climb tall trees that you get stuck on and can't get down! Whatzamatter with you??

2) If you're a human in the Cleveland / Cuyahoga County area, and have a cat stuck in the tree, call the Independent Tree guys (they also do tree cutting services, deal with overhanging branches, etc).

Oh, also! The kitty got hugely lucky, after being brough down from the tree. When I first saw a picture of her, I assumed she was the big orange tomcat that roams the woods behind our yard. But actually, this turns out to be still a kitten, probably a daughter of said tom. In any case, the Independent Tree service guys decided to adopt her, after the rescue -- she is now in their Burton shop, thawing and being fed.
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Cat Stuck Up In Tree [Dec. 18th, 2008|11:01 am]
There's a cat stuck up in a tree, back at our old house in Orange, OH.

Cat Up In Tree

See the leftmost tree? Wayy up high, on the highest branch:

Cat Up In Tree

It's even higher up than it looks on the photo -- about 5th or 6th floor of a building. That guy has been stuck there for 4 or 5 days or so, now. The fire department is all "look, this is not the movies. We're not coming down to get a cat from a tree."

Not quite sure what to do. There isn't really a ladder tall enough; I can't think of what can be done to help him.
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Superior Flowchart [Dec. 18th, 2008|09:15 am]
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[info]novalis and I are talking about yesterday's XKCD, the Meta-Flowchart.

[info]regyt, after glancing at it: Ok, I realize I'm not the target audience, but it's not that great.

Me: Oh, come on, it's pretty good! I like the part about the end state. And besides, I dare you to show me a superior flowchart.

I was preparing to go into 'double-dog dare', and everything. Instead, she pulled out:

The Bacon Flowchart.

That... is a highly superior flowchart. I admit defeat.

(Also, though I've linked to it before, here is another ever-handy flowchart: Are You Being Chased By A Bear?)
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Ice Storm, Power Out [Dec. 12th, 2008|10:02 am]
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The whine of UPS battery alarms woke me up this morning. Rain's been falling and freezing since yesterday afternoon, and now the power's out at the house. Argh.

Fortunately, the power's on at the cafe down the street. Here's what it looks like, right outside the cafe doors:

Ice Storm

The food and coffee is fantastic. However, the lack of power at the house is highly displeasing. I think I need to buy a generator, like, soon (perhaps after Xmas).
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Games Helped Me Learn English (What, like, "Game Over"?) [Dec. 12th, 2008|12:01 am]
[info]yuki_onna: Do you know what __ is? (where __ is an obscure deity, mythological creature, ceremonial magic concept, or SAT word)

[info]justbeast: I do. It's such and such.

[info]yuki_onna: Not bad...

[info]justbeast: *pauses* *enjoys brief moment of her being impressed with him*

[info]justbeast: Guess how I know that. From D&D! (rulebook/monstrous compendium/sourcebook/etc)

[info]yuki_onna: Grrrrrrr!

It never gets old. (At least on this end. I'm sure she feels differently.)
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Worldview, part 1 [Dec. 10th, 2008|07:53 pm]
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Here's a map I drew:



Key:
dotted Y-shaped area -- my usual states
X - Beast is here (most of the time)
A - Here on rare good days/hours. General yearning is to the northeast.
B - Here while high. (On video games, friends, sex, movies, books).
C - Here on bad days. (Too frequently?)

From the top right, clockwise, the quadrants go: NE, SE, SW, NW.

NE: I can think of about half a dozen people on my flist who live here.
SE: On the other hand, I don't think I know too many people on the extreme SE, in real life.
SW: I've known lots of people here, in my life.
NW: This is harder to pull off than you'd think. But not impossible, not by far.

I want to talk about this, and where I am, and I will, later.
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First Snow, Reminder to Self [Dec. 9th, 2008|10:43 am]
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I tend to get stuck, and not post, due to various OCD-like tendencies. I think, half-consciously, I require my posts to be sequential, to tell my stories roughly in the order they happen. And when I miss one story, it all piles up, and I end up not posting.
I need to remember that, one, a blog is not a book, and even with books, the story can just start in medias res, and the backstory can be filled in.

Here, for example, are the current contents of our back yard:

Back Yard - Dogs in Snow

Dog, one of two, rolling around, thrilled at the snow. (Not pictured is the copious barking at any and all passersby).

More pictures: Our house (via [info]yuki_onna's post), and a drive around the island on a fall day.

Also! We just got an Xbox 360! Games we have so far: Eternal Sonata (prezzie for Cat), the ones that came with the box (Kung-Fu Panda and Lego Indiana Jones), and Castle Crashers (bought on [info]jul3z's recommendation) which I am enjoying immensely.

Give me your gamer tags! (So far, I have ferrett's, tygerdsebat, notacon and nilpixelcount). I'm always looking for more people to play with (esp. Castle Crashers).
Edit: Oh, right. My Xbox username is MarsOverlord (justbeast was taken! I ask you!), and Cat's is Kosatka.
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